Necesito una historia inventada en inglés que contenga la frase "I had never felt so nervous in my life, but I knew I has to do It" al principio de la historia o al final?

I had never felt so nervous in my life, but I knew I had to do it.

It was a difficult decision.

I was trained for this, or at least that’s what I thought.

Maybe I was not ready, was I?

For me it’s a great responsibility when other people lives are involved, this lives where in my hands.

If I made I would be as guilty as the one who planted this bomb.

There is just two things I knew, if i didn’t do it, it would explode anyways and if I was wrong turning off the explosives, i would never realise it.

I had to do it.

That’s what I did and it’s the decision I made that I am most proud of.